أحبك بلا أمل

[محمود عبد المعطي]

Ilove you with no hope
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Some times I feel afraid from all things,which
I saw or did , not some times ,but always.

Now, I am very sad, very afraid,
and I cry with a lot of pain.
You do not know or hear any thing .
you have very cold feeling ,
you do not have love, fidelity ,
أنت ما عندك حب أو وفاء,
you do not have clemency ,security or purity.
أنت ما عندك رحمة أو أمان أو نقاء.
I have memory chubby with thousands from ideas
about your betrayal and my repentance .
عندي ذاكرة ممتلئة بالآلاف من الأفكار حول خيانتك وتوبتي.
I try to forgot my past with you ,
my dreams, my hope, and my smile .

I try to forgot my future too, because I afraid from you,
and from stay your love in my heart for ever
I try to learn hatred for you,
because
I love you with no hope.
Yes ………………I love you with no hope.!!!
are you hear ????
please:
go far, I do not want to see your eyes ,
or any thing from you.
I can not live with gladness,
which I see it at your face.
I scream in the sun,
in the moon,
in the dream ,
you silent and cruel as the stone.

you not hear…….
you not here.
I am dissatisfied, desperate and very afraid.
أنا مستاءة ويائسة وخائفة

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